... mY jAmO ...

at last

2006-01-27T21:53:00.000+08:00

Hello JOYCE ANNE MANIBA OCTAVO

Please refer to listed details
College First Choice: COLLEGE OF NURSING

Course NURSING

Instruction For interview
Report dates
From 1/30/2006 to 2/24/2006

INSTRUCTION/S

APPLICANTS FOR INTERVIEW MUST PRESENT THEIR EXAMINATION PERMIT TO THE OFFICE OF THE COLLEGE OF NURSING, ST. MARTIN DE PORRES BLDG., FIRST FLOOR, RM. 104 TO GET THEIR SCHEDULE FOR INTERVIEW.(8:00-12:00;1:00-4:00 - MONDAY TO FRIDAY EXCLUDING HOLIDAYS)

College Second Choice: FACULTY OF PHARMACY

Course MEDICAL TECHNOLOGY

Instruction Passed
Report dates
From 4/5/2006 to 4/5/2006

INSTRUCTION/S
1. FIRST CHOICE QUALIFIED & WAIT-LISTED APPLICANTS MUST SUBMIT ABOVE CREDENTIALS ON REPORT DATE FOR CONFIRMATION OF ENROLMENT. SEE SCHEDULE BELOW.

SCHEDULE OF CONFIRMATION
8:00-10:00 AM FOR SURNAMES STARTING WITH A-L
10:00-12:00 NN FOR SURNAMES STARTING WITH M-Z
2. SECOND CHOICE QUALIFIED & WAIT-LISTED APPLICANTS' ADMISSION WILL DEPEND ON AVAILABILITY OF SLOTS. BRING ABOVE CREDENTIALS FOR PLACEMENT INTERVIEW ON REPORT DATE. SEE SCHEDULE BELOW.

SCHEDULE OF PLACEMENT INTERVIEW / CONFIRMATION
8:00-10:00 AM FOR SURNAMES STARTING WITH A-L
10:00-12:00 NN FOR SURNAMES STARTING WITH M-Z
INTERVIEW RESULTS WILL BE POSTED ON THE BULLETIN BOARD AT THE MAIN BLDG. LOBBY ON APRIL 7, 2006 (FRIDAY). SUCCESSFUL APPLICANTS MUST SUBMIT CREDENTIALS ON THE SAID DATE.

3. FAILURE TO APPEAR ON SAID DATES WOULD MEAN FORFEITURE OF SLOT.
4. SEE BULLETIN BOARD OR CALL 406-1611 LOCAL 8223 FOR MORE INFORMATION.

ispOops - nung math time -

2006-01-24T19:07:00.000+08:00

PART ONE

Madaming hiritan nung Math time..

Sitwasyon 1:
Zarah: Ms, bakit latus rectum?
Ms. Jet: Kasi shaped like a pwet siya.
Gene: E ma'am, asan yung pwet dyan?
Ms. Jet: Yung curve dun.
Gene: Ma'am, yung tuldok ba yun?
Javs: Siguro mabaho yung parabola..
(class erupts with laughter)

Sitwasyon 2:
Javs: Ma'am ano yung ipapangalan niyo sa anak niyo?
Ms. Jet: Ano? Ewan.. wala pa ngang anak! Walang ipapangalan!
Javs: E ma'am paano kung lalaki yun?
Ms. Jet: lalaki?
Javs: Oo, tapos dalawa pa..
Gene: Yung name Juan Oliver tapos yung isa Gene Carlos!
(Javs - Juan Carlos ; Gene - Gene Oliver)
Ms. Jet: Ay! Ayoko nun! Ano ba yan..
Javs: Ayun! Tamang tama! Juan and Gene! Tapos pag naging quadruplets, si Juan, si Oliver, si Gene tsaka si Carlos!
Gene: Tapos pag naging babae, Gina Carla!
Ms. Jet: Salbahe kayo! Ang panget!

Sitwasyon 3:
Biglang humirit si Basil Bote..
Basil: (nagjoke pero di narinig ng lahat kaya walang nag-react)
Basil: Di niyo ba gets?! Ang hihina niyo!
Javs: Ang korny mo basil!
Gene: Oo nga Bote! Mabasag ka nalang!
(whole classroom bursts into laughter)

pangarap

2006-01-02T10:48:00.000+08:00

asteeg! hindi ako nakapasa sa lasalle! hehe. ipagsigawan ba naman daw.. haha.. malalaman rin naman ng lahat eh.. hehehe.. sabagay, hindi ko naman talga sineryoso ung exam eh.. kasi di naman din ako dun papasok.. so, diba.. bakit ko pa yung tinake? wala lang.. kc gusto ko lang.. hahaha.. na little bit disappointing pero ok lang sakin..ü asteeg pa rin ako.. haha.

gusto ko tlaga UST eh.. kapag ndi ako nakapasa sa ust.. iiyak ako! waaah.

it's been a while

2005-12-18T18:42:00.000+08:00

yes naman. ngayon lang ulit ako nagupdate. haha.
well.. ang masasabi ko lang sa ngayon eh.. MERRY CHRISTMAS!
hehe.. pitong araw nalang, pasko na ulit.. grabe. ang bilis ng panahon.. and the next thing you know, it's year 2006 na! hehe.. ü

naicip ko bigla.. ano kaya ang magiging karanasan ko next year? haha.. dami na kasing nangyari ever since 2004.. as in. hehe.. parang ang cool nga eh, kasi i've realized so many things in my life.. ü

sa ngayon, nagbago na ko kahit papano. hindi na ung joyce na oh-my-gulay-may-gwapo! hahaha.. damn. nakakamiss rin pa minsan. haha. well, minsan ganun rin ako.. pero di na madalas.. ewan. parang nagsawa na ako eh.. pati na rn ung "confused state".. haha.. ngayon ko palang ata napapatunayan na "il mio amore e fedele." ah basta, alamin nio nalang un.. ndi na ako isang diyosa! haha... nakakatempt minsan pero well, lakas ng tama eh.. haha.. ü

huwaw.. di na ko padalos dalos sa mga desisyon ko.. well.. uhm.. sana. haha. ang laboo ko. basta! super nagpapasalamat ako kay SUPERFRIEND ng sobra sobra at pinakilala ako muli sa aking long lost friend.. hehe.. asteeg! ü

ano pa ba? ayyyyy.. mga slides ko!! huhuhuhu.. leche yan. sa jan4 ata kami magreresume tapos sa jan5 magpapasa.. haaaaaaaaaaaa... 3 palang ung approved sakin.. roar! hahaha.. gudluck gudluck nalang.. ano pa.. ung physix project na chimes.. ung math proj na interview.. ung debate thing sa SS (yes naman, chairman? o chairwoman?).. waaahh.. ang dame pang gagawin! pati pa ung attendanz sa CAT! ayokoooo na!!

pero dapat ay hindi ako susuko! kaya ko toh! wooh! yes! go girl go! haha.. ang laboo ko ngayon.. la lang.. gutom eh.. hahaha.. ü

msayang magEK mga frends.. EK kau.. hehe la lang.. nag segway pa noh.. hehehe.ü

o xa, hanggang dito na lang muna.. happy holidays everyone! mmwah! ü

~omay~

back again

2005-11-09T18:17:00.000+08:00

yes! we're done with our exams! i hope i'll good results.. actually, i really didn't feel that we were having our exams.. it's like, why do we need a vacation? anyway, we'll all be studying for the exams the day after classes resume. well.. updates updates.. what's new? i just saw the approval sheet for the bedan chronicles a few hours earlier. and kat wasn't kidding.. my news item IS on the front page! haha.. cool. and ms elgario gave me three corrections for my article.. oh well. i'm beginning to write anyway.

wow. we have aircondition units in our classrooms now! well, last monday i was really disappointed.. i think everybody was pissed off anyway.. because the school told us that we would have aircon in our rooms after the sembreak.. and we were met with empty cases? of aircon units.. the aircons were just placed at the back of the classroom. oh well. good thing the next day they put the aircons to their proper places. haha. but another disappointing news: we aren't allowed to turn on the units yet.. awwww. next week nalang daw. wheee.. next week i'll make sure to bring my jacket. haha.

what else.. i'm looking forward to saturday! slide preparations at xtie's house! hehehe. i sure hope we'll all go together.
that's it for me.. mom's calling me for dinner. ciao!

oh yeah, you know what? i can't wait to see him again. ü

birthday greetings!!! hapee bday to ms. zarah elizabeth lozanes! my beloved seatmate! hahaha. you go girl! yak. baduy. wahahahaha. üü

premonition :'(

2005-10-22T17:46:00.000+08:00

oh no.

hindi ko alam kung bakit pero kanina pa akong umaga hindi mapakali. parang may masamang mangyayari... masama ang feeling ko.. nalulungkot ako na hindi maintindihan. hindi ko ma-explain.. i am feeling this as i type this entry.. gusto kong umiyak sa sobrang bigat na nararamdaman ng puso ko.. naiiyak ako.... sobrang lungkot ng nararamdaman ko ngaun.. hindi ko lam kung bakit.. kung anong rason.. as in ang bigat bigat ng pasan kong kalungkutan... waaaah.. ano na naman ba ang nararamdaman kong ito?! may masama akong pangita.. pero hindi ko alam kung anong bagay na un.. alam kong napaka-redundant ko.. pero tlaga eh!!!

aaarghhhh... gusto kong sumigaw!!!! sheeeeetttt.. nO!!! ayokoooo.. tama na poh..

anong mangyayari?! may hindi ba akong alam? anong natatagong impormasyon?! anong hindi ko alam?!

I HAVE A BAD FEELING. and i really really feel bad about it.

my dream of yoU

2005-10-19T21:14:00.000+08:00

My Dream Of You

Nothing have made me smile so sincere,
Knowing that your presence is near,
Hoping to see you as I walked through the paveway,
The smile in my heart never seem to fade away.

The smile you have procured in my face,
Has left an indelible mark in all of my days' grace.
Foolish as I may sound and absurd it may be,
For just a sight of you makes my whole self carefree.

The laughter I have shared is caused by you,
My happiness, not altered, by just the thought of seeing you.
Your smile of welcome shows genuine appreciation,
The sunshine within you brings the breath of exasperation.

After months of healing the wounds that bruised my heart,
You have mended the pieces that have been torn apart.
Unexpected of your coming into my life it has been,
It's hard to believe the reality of being with you it seemed.

Now, my dream has been fulfilled and I have long waited for this,
Anticipating the moment you'll grant my lifelong wish.
My wish to be with you as time would permit me so,
My wish to gaze at your eyes void of tomorrow.

And I dream of happiness without the sorrow,
And of heaven with clouds drifting slowly below.
I have dreamt and wished; believed all of them to be true,
And I woke up one day and found my dream fulfilled by you...

Thank You.

[sEsSiOnS] published! @ myjamo

2005-10-19T21:05:00.000+08:00

I've decided to post my poems and stories from Sessions, my collection of sentiments here. Nothing much really. Hehe. But I do hope you'll enjoy reading some of my works. Ciao!

*** Hey, I love you more than you'll ever know.. you know who you are.. üüü ***

Sardinas at Mga Ngiti

2005-10-19T21:03:00.000+08:00

Sardinas at Mga Ngiti
[hango mula sa tunay na buhay ni jamo]
Ika-21 ng Pebrero 2005

Nakahain ang sardinas sa hapag-kainan. Isang simpleng putaheng sardinas at isang putaheng sardinas na may miswa. Nasabi ni Mommy, "Alam mo ba, nung bata ka, paborito mo ang sardinas? Gustong gusto mo yan. Ayaw mo ng isda o karne kung may sardinas kasi mas gusto mong kumain ng sardinas." Napatigil ako. At bumalik sa aking alaala ang walang sawang pagkain ko ng sardinas, na tawag ko pa noon ay 'spageti'. At sumagi rin sa isipan ko ang sardinas na pinakain niya sakin nung isang gabi. At ako'y biglang... nahiwagaan.

Bakit parang kinilabutan ata ako sa sinabi ni Mommy? Na parang may nais iparating yun sakin? Marahil ay talagang mahilig lang ako sa sardinas.. Pero nung naalala ko nung isang gabing yon, natuwa ako nang makita ko ang sardinas. Napapaisip tuloy akong bigla. Parang hindi ko mawari ang koneksyon ng sardinas at siya. Ni hindi ko rin makakalimutan ang sayaw naming dalawa...

Para kaming magkapatid na ngayon lang nagkita at ganun na lamang kami sa isa't isa. Imahinasyon ko na lamang siguro ang patuloy na paghigpit ng kanyang mga braso. Hindi ko pa rin maintindihan kung bakit ang gaan gaan ng loob ko sa kanya. Na para bang kayakap ko na rin ang aking sarili. Na parang ang sarap ng pakiramdam na kasama ko siya. At ayoko siyang pakawalan. Ibang iba ang naramdaman ko. Hindi kilig, hindi ilang at lalong hindi ako nahiya. Na kulang na lang ay matulog ako sa balikat niya.

Ngayon lang ako nakaramdam ng paglalambing na walang halong duda o takot. At sa kanya lamang ako naglambing ng ganun. Ewan. Maaaring hibang lang ako at naiisip ko ang mga bagay na ito. Maaaring ginawa niya rin ito sa ibang mga babaeng nakasayaw niya. At maaaring walang halaga ang sayaw na iyon para sa kanya. At maaaring tanda lamang ito ng pagiging mabuting kaibigan niya o sa ibang salita, pagiging "gentleman". Siguro nga, dahil isang buwan pa lang kaming magkakilala. At hindi pa yun lubusan. Kung iyon nga, bakit ganun kahigpit ang yakap niya sakin? Mahigpit ba kong yumakap at pakiramdam ko lang yon? O totoo nga ang sinasabi ng iba na may gusto siya sa akin? Ewan.

Ang alam ko lang ay pinasaya niya ako.

*** At habang sumasayaw kami, pinikit ko ang aking mga mata at nagdasal ng tahimik, "Salamat po, Lord at binigyan mo po ako ng pagkakataong makasama siya, ang rason ng mga ngiti ko.." Binuksan ko ang aking mga mata at wari'y unti unting tumitigil ang buong paligid at ang lahat ay tahimik.." ***

what i want

2005-10-01T19:08:00.000+08:00

malapit na pala birthday ko.. sa mga magbibigay ng gifts.. o nagbabalak pa.. eto nalang ha: (haha. kapal ng mukha ko.)

- teddy bear na cute (for tagaytay)
- throw pillow o pillow na cute color yellow na glitters na ewan.. hehe.. (for tagaytay)
- necklace or bracelet na may JAMO na nakalagay
- sandamakot na bookmarks na tungkol sa love.
- HALE cd. or FINCH cd. or anything EMo. basta EMO.
- journal/diary notebook. o basta ung may masusulatan.
- scrapbook na asteeg.ü
- frame.. or photo album.
- P300 load. globe ako ha. hehe.
- cd na puro senti/love songs.
- simple card/letter na pinaghirapan isulat. at lahat eh nandun ung nilalaman.
- damit. or skirt na long. or earrings.
- kikay stuff. ung lipgloss, powder.. etchos.
- cellphone na 6680. wahahaha. cool. or laptop pwede na.
- family and friends to celebrate with.

advance happy birthday to my anak-anakan, gabriel angelo luigi yumol.. aka yumol, gian, "ANAK". haha. libre libre sa school ah. nanay mo pa naman din ako. wahahaha.

peez awt y'all.

mask

2005-09-26T20:04:00.000+08:00

everyone around me is sooooo happy.

why shouldn't i be like them?

yet i can't.

leaf

2005-09-26T19:58:00.000+08:00

i hate this feeling.
and i'm not talking about staying up late at night until 3:30 in the morning just to finish the products for the leaf skeletonizing project for biotech.
it's ok for me to do that, provided that i drank two glasses of super juice just to stay awake.
and i'm still not talking about the many projects and school stuff lined up for the next month.
and definitely not about "i have loved." thing..

i hate this feeling!
i just don't know why i'm acting so strange and stuff lately. probably because of stress, or anything related to that. i guess i'm just overworked that's all. i'm having frequent moments of difficulty in breathing. and i couldn't just stop and breathe in fresh air.

JOYCE?
people keep on asking me what's the matter with me.. and i just could not explain it. i'm getting too serious.. oh no. here we go again. i can barely smile. i can barely laugh. i can barely hear myself.

i don't want to be like THIS. it keeps on pulling me down and down and down and down.

i just want to break down and cry. scream my head under my pillow or something. i need to get all of this anguish out of my system!!!

help. i need someone.

anyone.

i need you.

this has got to be.

2005-09-19T20:47:00.000+08:00

this has got to be the worst day of my life. at least for now. i wouldnt go on elaborating on the topic. masasabi ko lang... AM I STILL ALIVE?

*hey kat, i'll be expecting your blog entry about me.*

about me.. a girl.. who is happy (or she appears to be, but deep down she's crying..). heartbroken ba daw? i don't know. ayan na naman. i don't seem to know the difference again between love and life. and school. with so many projects and assignments lined up, my life is on a deadline. deadlines are everywhere. literally, dead. lines. i am soo dead. sana eh may magawa naman tungkol dun. ayokong magalit na naman sa mundo ko.

like yeah right. kagabi nga lang eh todo sa iyak na. kulang na lang lumuwa yung mga mata ko. SCREEEEEAAAMMMM!! and i kept screaming.."ayoko na.. ayoko na.. pagod na ako.. pagod na ako.. pero marami pang gagawin.. tulungan mo ko.. tulungan mo ko.." while i was clutching my pillows while my face was buried with tears.. i was almost suffocating.. but i don't care.. i just wanted to cry. and scream. and yell. out of anger and exhaustion.

today's a really really bad day for me. but i guess i have to keep on smiling. and try to hold back the tears.

will you help me? :'(

timberwolves at new jersey

2005-09-18T20:14:00.000+08:00

"remind me not to ever think of you again." - taking back sunday

nuff said.

kung wala ka

2005-09-18T19:38:00.000+08:00

"natapos na ang lahat. nandito pa rin ako. heto't nakatulala sa mundo. sa mundo.
di mo maiisip. di mo makikita. ang mga pangarap ko para sa'yo. para sa'yo.

ohh hindi ko maisip... kung wala ka.
ohh sa buhay ko...

nariyan ka pa ba? di ka na matanaw. kung merong madaraanang pasulong. pasulong.

ohh hindi ko maisip... kung wala ka.
ohh sa buhay ko...

sundan mo ang paghimig na lulan na aking pinagtatanto.
sundan mo... ang paghimig ko...

ohh hindi ko maisip... kung wala ka.
ohh sa buhay ko..." -hale

dati pa lamang, ito na ang kanta. at ngayon ay ito na nga. nandito na. nandito na. nararamdaman ko na ang kalungkutang unti unting bumabalot sa aking puso. kaya ko pa ba? kaya pa yan. nasaktan. nasasaktan. masasaktan. at paulit ulit na lamang.

nakaawa. nakakainis. ang daming tanong. paano? paano? paano? gusto kong makatulong. pero, heto na naman.. PAANO ko tutulungan ang sarili ko?

"psst.. ui.. busy ka ba?"
ako: "o bkt? may problema?"
"pwde ka ba sa fone?"
ako: "asa labas ako eh."
"ah o cge.. wag nalang."

gusto kong makatulong sa iba. gusto kong ibsan ang kanilang kalungkutan.

di bale na ako. di bale na.

at last. the taste of fulfillment.

2005-09-16T20:49:00.000+08:00

all alone
by jamo
sept16,2005
3:25pm

*some of the words were taken from 'angst', an entry from my friend's friendster blog dated sept10,2005*

#verse:
share with me my misery /
so you'll know how it feels to fall apart /
the silence now is killing me /
oh why did you / break my heart? /

oh / i can hope no more /
and oh / i don't know what else to do /
and i feel scared, / i am shattered... /

#chorus:
the silence has been broken
my frail voice is free /
my heart is now bleeding
'cause you set me free /
i can't believe i failed /
i'm losing all my hope /
and now / i can't / go on...

#verse:
any moment, i know i'll fall /
even though i tried with all my might /
i gave to you my very all /
but now, / you're out of sight /

oh / i did what i could /
and oh / i don't know where to / run to /
and i feel scared, / i am shattered... /

#chorus

#bridge:
i am weak / and i'm still hoping /
i am sad / and i'm still crying /
i am hurt / but i'm still loving /
am i still not enough / for you? /

#blank

on and on and on...

#chorus
(i can't go..)
on and on and on (on..)
on and on and on (onnn..)
on and on and on (on..)
i can't go on...

#fading

but i / will hope / and i'll try /
'cause i still do love you /
but no, / i was right / all along /
'cause you left me... /
all alone.

#end

metamorphoses

2005-09-16T09:13:00.000+08:00

from now on, this will be my new blog site.
no reasons behind it.
i just feel like it.
for a change.